what should i do??

what shud i do...im lost:'(....im tired....he never understand me....he totali hurt me without he realise it....

do he ever knw that how much i love and care for him...:'(...no he never know...he just treat me as his fren only....

one thing for sure..he never there for me,whenever i need him...am i just statue to him??

am i so STUPIDDDDD..if u dont need me anymore..i'll leave forever from ur sight..but pls never looking for me anymore....:'(