im soooo happie:)..

alhamdulilah,erin bsyukur sgt2 sbb dia ntar wall kat erin..erin pkir dia xbls wall erin sbb dia bzee blek kg;)..alhamdulilah!!syukur...thanks Allah!!:DD...

finally its new year:))...

alhamdulilah..thanks to Allah fr giving me a chance to start my new chapter of lyf:)...gudbye 2010!!smga thun 2011 mbwa seribu kebaikan dan kebahagiaan dlm hidup kita semua..AMINN..

dh stat taun brunie mknanya tgal 1hri jee cuT sbb hri isnin dh stat new sem:)...dan xlupe pda cabaran kwn erin jugak..xleh nangis2 g!!hehehe klu nangis xde hdiah..:p

well azam erin lak,erin nak berjya dlm hidup:)..dan klu dia adalah jodoh erin,erin akan terima,klu x,xpe erin redha:')...

c...........

mwnink my readers..hw r yaa?

c kan erin dh ckp smlm,dia mmg x bls my inbx even dia ade on9;9...sdhnyee haT nie hnya Tuhan aje yg tau..huhu..

dia bwt 2nd acc fbk lagi laa,ntah2 lpasnie dia x aktif fbk dia yg lama:(..who knwsss...

ooooo Erin,napelaa awk bdoh sgt msh nak mengharpkan dia?:'(..ntahlaa erin pun tak tau nape...my heart!!yeah my heart still cant let him go:(..

cment status pun x blsss..huhu..mlsss sgt dh laa mcmnie:(..

baca or tak baca?bls or x bls?

hi ev1:)..gd evening..

tad erin inbx him bag ucapan new year awl..hmm ntahlaa adakaa dia bls o tak?:(..xpelaa klu dia x bls,xpelaa...atleast dia dh bca..:)..xnak berharap sgt..tkut erin gak yg nangis..banjir lak katil erin nie..hehehe:d..

atleast erin dh luahkan ape yg erin nak luahksn,lau dia nak ckp emo or ape..tpulanglaa,erin x nak bharap ape2 g;)..iyalaa tak lma lagi kan tahun baru,kena happie,kena fcus sbb taun dpan dh final exam:)...kena bwt yg tbek utk my future gak:)...

gud afternun:)..

hello my lovely readers!!gud afternun:)..

wish u guysss have a great wed!!wel im realli sure,certain of u and including me x sbr nak celebrate new yearrr kan;)..

nak mulakan hidup baru dan x nak sdh2 dahhh..hehehehe~~wel im just havin my lunch tap x ade apetite nak mkn:(...

frustrated:(..

tadee i received call frm unknwn..i tot it was him...but its not:(..tap suara dia sma mcm him...uwaaa..im so stupid..msh jugak nak inbx even dh tau dia tak akan blsss...bdoh betulkan erin nie:'(..

i dun knw wat to says anymre..nak nangis pun airmata dh tak nak keluar lagi...itulaa nsb bek x berharap sgt,klu tak mmg banjir bilik erin nie..hehehe!!

anywayy xsbrnye nak tgu skewl reopen..bole gak lupakan diri seketika,x yah nak sdh2..hehehe:)

itsss sun:)..

heloooo!!happie weeken;)..

well i did have a great sun todae sbb dpt jumpa my bestfrenssss..well the best part i can tell wani abt wat botherin me ol dis while:)..and yeah d mst interesting part is we share the same storiesss:)..

ohh yaaa,i bought shawlsss frm her too..wah lwa gilerrr..erin suke sbb realli match dgn baju utk wedding my cuzeee nextweek..hehehe!!

and yeah tcapai jugak hajat nak mkn seaweed rollssss!!hehehehe:D...

25 december 2010:).

merry christmas to non-muslims ppl;)..may u guys have a great one!!

watsmy plan todae?uwaaa tadi pg i went to design shop kira nak design hadiah..so sad,the shop was closed:(..haih so sadnyeee!!

erin nak hntar brg tuu b4 new year nie:(..tap brg yg erin order pun blum smpai..uwaa..so sad gilerrr!!

lunch nie kitorang ade FM gatherin:)..mkn rmai2 since lma dh tak berkumpul kan:)..ptg nie mula2 plan nak pi bandar p seems d plan was cancelled due to my fther buzeee:(..haih xpelaa mgudpan nak enjoy b4 new sem start:)..

p erin plan nak beli nvel laa..hehehe!!nak tmbah koleksi terbaru g..p mcm tak nak bzairkan duit gak..

HIM:)..

i bet u guys mesT tau sape him kan:)...hmm erin dh mlss dh nak sebut nmanye..xnak laa nak ungkit ceta yg sdh2,sbb erin dh kwt skrg:)..afte ol dis while,i think there's no use erin nak sdh2,wastin my tears to the person that unworth to cry..btul x?

erin dgn dia skrg nie mmg okie,alhamdulilah...tap tulaa perasan cinta yg dlunya ada dh xde skrg..hilang dibwa angin:p..bila dh org yg kites yg dh skitkan hati kite,xguna kite trus mengharap dan mengharap g...yg pnting Allah telah sediakan sseorang utk menemani kite sepanjang hidup..nsyAllah;)...usha,twakal dan doa adalah yg terbek:)..jodoh itu akan dtg jugak..cuma msanya kite tak tau..

i hope taun nie adalah taun yg teraher erin nak nangis2 psl HIM:)..

i can move on and now accept everything dgn hati yg terbuka:)..hehehe!!alhamdulilah..tima ksh utk keluarga,kwn2 yg slalu ade utk erin..dan yg paling pnting Allah ade disisi erin bila2 erin mmerlukan DIA:)..

countdown to new year:)..

hello my readers..

hw are ya?hpe u guys doin fyn there:)..mesT kwn2 smua x sbr nak mlangkah ktahun baru kan,azam bru;)..tp kite kena tnya diri kita adake azam kite tahun lepas dh tertunai atau msh seperti biasa?

hmm klu belum tunaikan,xpe,bwa smula azam taunlpas tuu ktahun baru:)..lambatnye tertunai sesutau azam itu bergantung pda kite sendiri:)..jgn biarkan tak kesampaian..!!rugi tau;)..

anyway,alhamdulilah azam erin tahun 2010 dh tercapai sbb dpt smbung belajar..this is wat i want despite managing the MRD company:)..hmm multi tasking..but it is fun at ol...though smtym im kinda bored to d max:p..shh luckily my worker tak tau my blog..hehe

my azam utk tahun 2011,taknak sdh2,mau fcus in study and career and bwt my parents bangga:)..erin xnak my usaha slama nie sia2 jee..and fr love,i dun want to think abt it...biarlaa jdoh tu dtg dgn sendirinya tanpa dipksa;)...kan jodoh itu rahsia Allah..

hmm anothe new year,im gonna celebrate with my FM..hehehe mkn2,jln2,hve fun and photoshoot;)..

20122010:)..

alhamdulilah,im so happie dpt jumpe kwn2 erin..hehehe we realli had fun,karoke,mkn2,jln2,gmbar2.smuanye beshhh:DD..

skrg erin dpt mula menerima kenyataan sedikit demi sedikit..i rememberd wat my advisor told me "if u are willing to accept everything,u'll dont get hurt:)..and yeah im folowin wat she said and it works:DD..SYUKUR!!

jumpa dgn ziqah,noi,ejan seolah2 mcm ade kuasa magik kat diorang..tak taulaa,bila dgn diaorang jee im feel happie,smua msalah hilang...Allah telah berikan erin kwn2 yg sgt memahami..btul laa kta my advisor,u shud be grateful sbb ur FM dan kwn2 msh ade utk erin:DD..

tak dapat lari dari kesedihan..

susahnya hidup nie kan klu asyik bersedih..x bersemangat langsung nak bwt kerja:(...ntahlaa hidup erin nie x pernah ada kegembiraan...klu ade kgembiraan pun pasti berlalu dgn sekejap:(..

erin dh puas cuba supaya x besdih,tap tak dpt..tak taulaa kenapa:(..adakah ini sudah tersurat??tap x bole gak,kita kena menentukan pilihan kita sendiri..tak bole trus hdup dlm byg2 ksedihan..

tap inilaa fitrah dunia,klu kite bsedih,pasti ade yg lbh sedih dari kite..bila kita kecewa,pasti ada yg lebih kecewa dri kita...

tap start je 03hb januari 2011,erin dh x bole2 sdh dah sbb erin dh janji dgn kwn erin,noi nama dia..x bole sedih spanjang 2011..klu erin berjaya,ade hadiah tau:))..wah seronoknye!!tap mampukaa erin tunaikan janji nie:(..

kwn2 apa yg perlu erin lakukan utk lupakan dia,nak menangis pun x mau kluar air mata g:(..

tak dapat diramal..

pernahkah kita terpkir klu hidup ini xde perasaan sakit hati,dendam,suka,cinta,syg,benci o wateva it is??msT hidup ini seronok kan..

tapi yg sebaliknya,Allah tlh menciptakan manusia berpsg2an..saling melengkapi..manakala perasaan sedih,suka,benci sudah lumrah dunia..percaya kata pujangga nie 'klu kita dh puas menangis,suatu hari nanT pasti kebahagian,kegembiraan akan ada utk kita"hanya msa yg menentukan..

erin dah tak tau nak ckp apa,btul laakan lelaki nie sekali dia sweetalker wah mengalahkan romeo dan juliet:$...tap hakikatnya apa yg dia ckp kat kita,dia ckp dgn perempuan len jugak..susah betul laa nak cri lelaki yg setia skrg nie...klu ade pun mmg dh bpunye o dh berkahwin..

bestkan klu dpt lelaki yg setia,tak curang,pandai jaga hati dan perasaan kita..so sweeett!!but adakah ianya akan menjadi realiti??hmm tak taulaa,jodoh tu kan rahsia Allah:)..kita berusaha,bertwakal dan berdoa..nsyAllah kita pasti akan menemuinya..

kita tak dpat ramal hati manusia kan,hari nie kata syg,esk lusa perasaan tu akan hilang sekelip mata...bila kita(perempuan) dh setia,syg dan mencintai separuh hati,lelaki pulak bwt hal..am i rite??klu kite aje yg setia,tap psangan kita tak..tak guna nak teruskan perhubungan..ea akan menambah kedukaan:(..

utk ziqah-kita sma2 lalui kesakitan,kesedihan skrg nie..tap apa blh bwt itu dh tersurat dlm loh mahfuz...terjadinya perkara ini utk mendewasakan pmikiran kita supaya berhati2 memilih teman hidup..bkwn bertahun2 pun blum tntu smpai keahernya,klu mmg smpai,erin salute sbb itu baru namanya cinta sejati..hahaa:)..

smga kita dpt jodoh yg sempurna utk dijadikan teman hidup keaher hayat..AMINN:D

i hate cgediksss tuu..

i bet u ol mest wnderin pnya spa cgedikss yg erin sbutkan nie..

dia nie erin kenal dri fbk,ntah apa angin ribut,dia tetibe dlete eerin dri fbk dia..

dia nie kenal dgn eid dri myspace lpastu keep in touch trus kfbk...i dun knw laa kenapa pmpuan gedik wujud dlm dunia ini??

dh ada bf,tap msh nak gatal...(sorry to says)msa erin tgah tulis nie,hati erin msh geram..

even klu dia cment status eid,dia cukup gedik sgt2 smpai naik myampah erin tgok...but well unfrtunately erin dgn eid takde relation,so xdpt nak halang..

eid nie pun satu gak,tak tau nak hargai perasaan perempuan yg suka kat dia,..haih erin msh sakit hat tau dia ckp erin emo laaa,apalaa..

bygkan klu erin tgalkan dia,hahhhhhhh bru tau...btula kan i shud let him go few mths ago b4 this thing become worst..tgoklaa paa dh jadi...wlu kitaorang dh okeh,tap layanan dh x sma mcm dlu...xpelaa..wat goes aroun cmes aroun kan..

x smua org pham pa yg kita rasa,x smua org x nak mbk pduli psl kita gak...susahnye hidup nie kan:(

sejujurnya..

sejujurnya hati erin dh tawar sgt..btul2 dh patah hati..

mmg btulkan mencintai seseorang ini terlalu menyakitkan..apath lagi bila perasaan kita x pernah diendahkan;(..

saya manusia biasa,seorang perempuan,ada hati dan perasaan,bila saya terluka susah saya nak teruskan lagi..

tap ntahlaa kwn2 erin pun tak tau nak ckp apa,since im so stubborn waiting fr him..tap in d end he is hurting me:9..

inilaa apa yg bwt erin sdh sepanjang waktu...jujur erin katakan,bkn mudah erin nak kngsi ceta dgn smua org...kdg2 tkt ada org bcorkan..

to those who knw my blog,plsss i beg u ol..dun expose the link of my blog..biarlaa menjadi rahsia diantara kita saja..

:(..

hie my readers..

hw r u?srie after a while i didnt updte my blog..:(..

omg.im still sad fr wat had happened...

apa yg anda lakukan klu seseorang yg anda suka,syg,cinta tak menghargai anda?sakitkan:(..this is how i feel at this moment..

slhkah wanita mluahkan apa yg mereka tak puas hati terhadap lelaki?x slhkan sbtulnya,klu kita pendam kan bertambah sakit hati jadinya...

i bet ev1 knw d guy that i love..ntahlaa kenapa dia smakin berubah skrg nie..bila erin bgtau erin rndu d old tym we used to "dia ckp y im always ckp psl benda tuu??",gurls may i ask u slh ke??

lpastu dia ckp erin emo?wow..nice words..dia tak tau ke apa yg erin rase dia ckp mcmtu..tluka sgt tau...;'(..

he even removed my poke,so i did inbx him..besar sgt ke slh erin smpai u rmved my poke n everything?dia cuma bls,dia x sengaja dlete smua poke dlm fbk dia..logic tak??plss give me ur coment:)..

then bila dia upload gmbar,then erin cment..dia solah2 mcm x sudi nak bls jerr..am i too stupid msh mengharapkan dia??:(

YA ALLAH,berikanlaa ku kekuatan utk teruskan kehidupan ini seperti biasa...i dun even knw him..btul2 laaa..

bila erin ckp erin nak dlete fbk,dia ckp "i dun have any more words to say"..OMG!!hw cruel he said like that..and he evn said dat im realli break his heart:(..

erin pikir dia akan terima pa yg erin luahkan,but its turning out d way i never expect:(..

hati sya benar2 dh patah...mmg betul sya jatuh cinta dgn org yg slah:(..i shud listen to them to leave him,but im so stubborn,willing to take d risk...

lpastu dia update status kat fbk 'thanks for everything" bila erin tanye,dia ckp status tuu bkn utk erin..tpu kan?

pls give me some motivation words to carry on my lyf:)...

its been a while:)..

hello my readers!!

hw r u?srie afte a while,i didnt update my blog..waanna knw wat had happened to me within dis 3 mths?just wait;D..

i will let u guys knw so soooooooon...

yahoo!!

wah so happie to d max when there is no class after break:)...hehehe hopefully this aftenun there is no class too:)..wheee....

wat to update yeah?ohh yeah,i mish my dad a lotssssssssss:)...

im intend to go to shenzhen by the end of this oct...:D

300910:)..

hari nie adalah hri khamis..and dh mula start kelas...tap feel today is kinda bored...mcm2 msalah ada..dri tracking number n msalah dealer x receive money kat bank..uwaa sdh giler!!



but ive to take it professionally..jgn cepat melatah..huhu hopefully everything would be ok soon:)..

whats new?:)..

cin@cindy will always be the first among of my frens who keep&wanted to know what'snew abt me...yet i love her because she's really care abt me...thnx cin!!:DD...



well cin,i wil always let u knw everything abt wat happen to me,my probs n etc..hehehee seems i dun have sth interesting to update...indeed lately,imjust go wit the flow...dun want put too much hope,just to prevent frm myself getting hurt..am i rite:')...alhamdulilah i can get thru wit it..yet i cant lying to myelf&u guys that i still love wit prince charming...even he dun care fr me,i dun care anymore....i'll always pray fr his happiness,success in the future...i know everi gurl wanted to be with her...keep sending msgs to him..i knw he will reply it but still he treat them oll as his frens...

it just i never know either he's loyal to me as ev1 keep tellin..hanya Allah sjalaa yg mengetahui...klo dia x jujur... nvm,i dun want to force him anymore..lagipun both of us bukan ada apa2 relation kannn...~~kw2 erin pun heran mcmana bole erin msh sbar smpai mcmnie..mungkin itulaa cinta katakan..cinta itu buta~~dan buta itu erin..hahaha:p

290910

hi ev1...salam:)...

thnx fr keep reading my blog even im so rare to update it lately:)...yet time is not enuf fr me since im furthering my studies:)..

todae's date 290910??realli a beautiful date kan?hehehe im feel like there is sth special wit this date yet i dun even knw wat it is...mayb i just love the number 29:))...









my schedule kinda packed since my fther was flying off for his next races in Linyi...well,even im so bz,i always spend a bit of time wit my fbk,frens&FM...i still cant live without my fbk...

wow!!it is nearly 1 'o'clock in the morning..kinda surprise why my eyes cant sleep...maybe im too nervous becos tomorow is goona be my first performance at college this year...hehehehe

how's my lyf?:)

i know ev1 keep following my pesonal lyf,who im with rite now and so many thingssss ev1 wanted to know:)...

but hey im not into sum1 rite now and yeah indeed im enjoying my single lyf:)...i dont stress and i feel soo happie doesnt tied up wit any comitments unless my study and work:)...im married wit that two only..hehehe!!..

hw abt prince charmin?hmm nothing new nak dcetakan...its just im still dissapointed wit him..i dun knw wat to tell abt him kat sini....cuma yg erin mampu katakan erin btul2 nak lupakan dia..ive been hurt enuf..but still can i let him go?sdgkan i love him sooo much....hw i wish he know abt it...maybe he knw and just act nothing...so sad!!

klau ada jodoh tak akan kemana..tap i think erin x akan ada jodoh dgn dia:)...mungkin ada sum1 yg lebih bek daripada dia dimsa akan datang:)..

tc ev1!!selamat hari raye!!willllllll update moreeeeeeee soon:D..

takziah..

tiba sja waktu menjelang raya pasti ada keluarga sahabat handai kita akan berada dalam kesedihan atas pemergian insan2 yang tersayang~~kita semua hanya pinjaman dekat dunia nie..tiada siapa yg tahu bila kita akan mati,dengan siapa kita berkahwin..semuanya itu rahsia dan kerja Allah...kita hanya berdoa yang terbaik dan mintaklaa supaya kita meninggal dalam keadaan yang beramal dan beriman....takziah utk kwn2 erin atas pemergian ahli keluarga mereka....tabahkan hati menerima dugaan Tuhan dan redhakan lah pemergian mereka...tiada guna terus ditangisi sebab mereka tidak akan kembali:')...hadiahkanlah mereka dengan alfatihah&surah yassin kerna itulaa sebaik2 hadiah utk menemani mereka kealam barzakh.....

hello september:)...

Hello to all my bloggers fans:)..

how are u guys?i hope u r doing fine:)..wow!!we already in sept month!!and the one we cant wait is Hari raya..its time to eat,makan puas2 ehhehe...alhamdulilah i think my pose gonna complete for 30 days:DD...

masa pose nie jadual terlalu amat padat wit skewl assignments..but now luckily we were having our sem break fr 2 weeks:)...but yeah still its doesnt enuf for me to spend a great time wit my FM and frens:DD...

i know ev1 wanted to know what was happened to me since i didnt update my blog fr quite a while:)..im so busyyyy,kalo nak update blog dri phone pun quite lagging..dats y too much stories i need to compile supaya x panjang lebar erin nak ceta..eheheheh..

to be continueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............

im so sad:'(

i hate when see myself sad..i dont know why the person i cared and loved so much have turning to sum1 else that i never know...he realli neglected me..never care of my feelings...huhu!!ive cried abt him too much....i shud let him go few mths ago,so that i wont frustrated like what happen to myself rite now....huhu!!will keep update soon:))..

fasting month!

time flies by so fast aite?suddnly,we've been reached into fasting month:)..i love it since its 1 of our challenges to test our patience..hehehe!im kinda hapie too since my fasting day is stil cmplete fr 12dys:)..18 mre days to go?r u readi fr hari raya clbration?:)..

i bet ev1 are bze doin sort of preparation fr upcming hari-raya..hehe shopinx!yeah dats wat i love:)..bt i was rminded by my parents nt to overspend fr hari raya since ive to flying off on d 5th o 6th day during hari raya:)..

im back:)..

elew ev1!haha afte 2mths i didnt updted my blog,im felt incomplete=p..nw i realised,i need a place where i can let out of my feelings instead talk wit my frens!huh,i mis blogng kinda much:)..bt d time r so limited fr me to do it..

alhamdulilah,stdying is fun..meet a lot of new frens and yeah unexpctdly met wit my enemies..fuhh!bt yeah past is past..i shudnt reminiscin it bck:)..

lyf must goes on:)..

salam ev1..sorie lmbat update..been so bz wit registration fr my new sem:)...

feel so happie meet new frens and long lost friends...hw abt u guys?any interesting moments to share:)...

im trying to let go everything slowly:)...erin taknak paksa hati lagi utk mencintai org yg tak cinta kan kita...

biarlaa erin mengalah dan mengundur diri,kerna itulah jalan terbaik:)..klo sekiranyab dia mmg btul2 bwt erin,kami pasti akan bertemu kembali....kalo pikir2 blek,mana mungkin parents dia nak org jauh mcm erin kan..stelah pikir2 balik2,erin dh bwt keputusan utk jalani hidup seperti biasa..IM SINGLE and very HAPPY :)..betul jugak kan biarlaa cinta itu dtg dgn sendirinya....tunggu dan lihat sjalaa...:D..

ok dh lewat sgt nih..nanT erin upload pics supaya blog erin semakin menarik k:)..tke k?:)..

sedih :'(..

y taun nie erin by bsdh eh??tak tahulaa kenapa..mcm2 dugaan tahun nie...

omg!!the latest news cgedik tuu remove erin dri fbk dia...pelik kaan secara tetibe dia delete erin without any reason...entahlaa apalaa nak jadi...dh add blek,dia rmve..shitt!!erin msj pun dia x bls...pelik kannn org mcmtu,mcm ade bwt slh jee~~

entahlaa skrg nie susahlaa erin nak maafkan atau lupakan..bukan senang nak ubatkan hati yg teluka o sedih...erin tak nak bermain dgn api lagi...apaslhnya dia bterus trg klo tak suke erin..ini tak tanpa ada alsan yg kukuh trus2 cmmtu...

my fst reason,kemungkinan dia sukakan prince charming~~saya dh ckp sya lebih rela mengalah dri berebut...

happy saturday!!

hie ev1:)..

todae im not quite happie..as usual i keep thinking of him:'(..i hope he did reply my msg even short one..but till todae there's no respond..

i keep viewing his fbk,waiting him to update status..but isk3x...

i dont know why im so stupid waiting for the one that i never know he will be mine:(..ive trying my best to care everything abt him,but huh entahlaa...

he dun ever remember my special day,no matter how much i give the hint to him...but as for me,i'll try my best to remind everything abt him....im so kecik hati wit him...

i dont knw wat to do anymore..im tired of crying..waiting and waiting..:'(

waiting fr nthing:'(..

im so sad..im just hoping fr nothing..hoping that he wil txting me,wish me a gudnite..bt it is just a dream..huhu..waiting him @fbk,bt he didnt turned ot..omg!im so stupid..

sedhnye!!..

im so sad and a bit disapointed wit him tdae..im waitinx him fr 1whle day,bt when i txtin him..he just reply wit a short msg!!0MG..did he knw that i missed him so bdly..im tired wit him..atlest he apperciate me..he said he care 4 me,bt wher he's gone??btl laa,he's so unpredictble..im truly stupid..waitinx 4 nthng..sob3x:'(..

im speechless..

gud mwnink ev1..wah dh lma kann erin x updte..rndu pulak nak mluahkan kt sini..my lyf so far ok..ups and downs besala kan asam garam khdupan..hehehe x sngka cin my gudfren stil love to waitin my new stries kt blog..tenkiu cin:D..erin speechless sbtlnya..so geram sbb 'he' xpose its phne no kt fbk..0MG!reali bengang gler erin..bt as always,he just act kewl n nver try to pjuk erin:(..i knw erin xde hak,tap pls respct my feeling too..im so stpid kann,hoping,hopin and hopin..pdhal dia x cre langsung..huhu ok lter rase nk mls on fbk..dh teramat letih:'(..

hie!!

sorie im a bit late update my blog since erin tdo aher smlm aroun 4a.m(i think)..besalaa layan utube...huhu..erin alhamdulilah dh ok:)...mungkin jalan terbaik itulaa kena away dri fb selama seminggu!!tapi mcmana nak away sedangkan i cant live witout fbk...........ish2...tlg erin plshhhhhhhh....erin asyik gtau kwn2 nak awy dri fbk tap msh jugak erin update status laa apaalla...alahai..tapi imtrying my best x cek fbk stat mlmnie smpailaa dia btul2 cari erin...kalo dia tak cari erin lagi...mknya erin perlu lupakan dia buat selama2nya....................

am i TRULY OK??

hie ev1..sorie a bit lte tdae..so bz wit d packed schdule..and yeah im nt even takin my lunch yet..afte crying alot last nite,im suddenly realised that ther's no use to cry fr those who are nt cry fr u..its just USELESS..afte bdoa byk2 smlm,im a bit calm tdae:)..itula kelbhan bdoakan?hmm..i gonna get my strength bck..nsyAllah!!!

2a.m..

i still cant sleep..and non stop crying..omg!!sdh sgt..xlama lg dh nk stat sem baru..am i readi fr it?im totali readi..its time fr me to frget everythng..i wish my brain is lyk cmpt..easy to save n easy to dlete..huhu..gdnite ppl~

gudbye fbk:').......

i have make up my mind that im going away from fbk for unknown time....let the time decide how much i can go on witout fbk:').....i dont know what to say anymore...what i know im TIRED of everything.........there's no reason for me to stay...

i think i dun want to fall in love anymore till i completed my studies....pintu hati seolah2 macam tertutup....tak tahulaa nak kata apa lagi...doakan semoga erin tabah menjalani kehidupan ini..........



here i dedicate a song from korean drama "love come to me"....the lyric is really describing myself and what i feeellllllllll.....





The blue sky is blinding
My heart hurts for some reason
few drops form in eyes without me knowing

In my imagination
it feels like u are getting closer to me
i've been waiting for u
i dont know since when

i still dont know love
and i still dont know who u are
when will love come to me

waiting for ur love
can u give me a little bit

all those other people
how can they think about love?
am i the only one who doesnt know how??

very warm and comfortable
and sometimes sweet
with such love
u always with me

found the truth.........

found the truth that kills me.......i dont know how to say...im totali speechless.........i hope i can be strong after this...:)..i will be away for unknown time...

~loves u always~

dinner..

alhmdulilah..im just done wit my dinner:)..what a delicious menu..whee~wat else to updte?my sis said my blog is too merrier..hahaha..wel fr me,its just a simple blog..:)..

dinner..

alhmdulilah..im just done wit my dinner:)..what a delicious menu..whee~wat else to updte?my sis said my blog is too merrier..hahaha..wel fr me,its just a simple blog..:)..

perlukan ketenangan:')..

sdh bla dgr lgu insha Allah-Maher Zain..erin tahu Allah sdang mberi ujian utk mguji sjauh mana ktbhan erin utk menghadapinya..tap erin btl2 dh tluka,kecewa..kwn2 erin pnah ckp surh 'back off' tap erin pksa hati utk teruskan utk tunggu dia..tgok sape yg tluka?diri sendiri jugak..erin btl2 nk pegi jauh nk tenangkan pikiran..bkn hndak larikan diri,tap pkiran skrg nie tgah kusut..rase nak nangs aje..

i miss the old u :'(........

im getting tired and sick when thinking oll this...why u are totali change..im getting dont understand who u are :'(.....im tired!!how can i forget u..........Ya Allah pls give me a way to forget him....i dont want to getting hurt...missing u totali make me so hurt.......









maybe its true "CINTA DALAM HATI" will not always meant to be.........

D'MASIV-Cinta Sampai Disini (Super HD Video Clip)

Facebook~

its 3p.m,checking my fbk..hoping there is his name in my notification but nope!!hnestly..he has changed too much and i cant undstand who's he..i dun c any othe reason that shud mke me stay:'(..and yeah that gedik gurl oso ade cment kt status prince charming..eee!sah laa nama tu utk diakn..perasan sape nk jealous dgn org mcmtu..!bkn erin nk jahat eh,tap btl laa dgn org mcmtu sape jugak nk jelesh..kalo sape dh tgok rupa gediks tu mmg korang pun x suke n tkejut..aihh im stress enuf olh pmpuan nie..tap x nk show laa,sape nk kalh dgn gedik mcmtu??oh darn!!but i believe in karma..what goes aroun cmes aroun..

so xhausted..

omg!tdae is a bz day..i just realised that im just taking a coco cola..and im feel so hungry rite nw..its a bit raining tdae..and i need to visit my grandma lter..sorie to batt fr cnt mke it to ur bro's engagement ceremny..i knw u r bit dissapointed bt wat to do,i got anthe last min plan..huh..im feel relieve rite nw afte replying cment wit pz..he's a prince charming gud fren..omg!i shud stop thnking abt HIM..the mre i want to frget,d mre i cant do it,y eh?erin "he just treat u as his fren,nt mre than that'..yeah i realise it...but i really missing u.......

gud am:)..

i was asleep at 2.25a.m lastnite..and nw im just awake..d weather seem so 'sad' loike hw i feel..im stil frustrated abt last nite..bt yeah,ive to be strong..:)..wanted to dlete d fbk acc soon silently,who knws i might feel better afte it..i dun any mre reasn to stay anymre..its time 4 me to leave and frget evrythng..:'(

2 a.m :)..

sharp at 2a.m im finishing another more updates :)..im feel so sleepi rite now and wanted to sleep alreadi....

goodnite and hoping for a better day tomorrow...

Dmasiv : Cinta Sampai disini...

Mencoba tuk pahami
Mencari celah hatimu
Bila harus menangis
Aku kan menangis
Namun air mata
Ini telah habis

Segalanya telah kuberikan
Tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
Mungkin kita harus jalani
Cinta memang cukup sampai disini

Mencoba tuk rasuki
Menyentuh palung jiwamu
Bila harus mengiba
Aku kan mengiba
Namun rasa ini telah
Sampai di ujung lelahku

Segalanya telah kuberikan
Tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
Mungkin kita harus jalani
Cinta memang cukup sampai disini

Aaaaa

Segalanya telah kuberikan
Tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
Mungkin kita harus jalani
Cinta memang cukup sampai disini

Taylor Swift : A place in this world...

this song is totali describing myself...im getting fall in love with it:)


I don't know what I want
So don't ask me 'cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road
I'm just walking, trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do

I'm alone, on my own and I'm starting off
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh, but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Can you tell me what more do I need

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh, yeah, but that's okay

I'm alone, on my own and I'm starting off
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh, but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission but I'm ready to fly

I'm alone, on my own and I'm starting off
Oh, I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh, but life goes on
Oh, I'm alone, on my own and I'm starting off
Oh, I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world

Oh, I'm just a girl
Oh, I'm just a girl
Oh, I'm just a girl

kamu semua teman baiik erin :)...

semua orang mempunyai teman baik kan..tak terkecuali erin....sebagai tanda terima kasih erin,erin akan smpan gmbar teman2 baik erin yang selama ini telah banyak memberi sokongan yang tak terhingga sehingga hari ini:)...kamu semua adalah anugerah terindah daripada Allah...dan kamu jugaklaa ahli keluarga yang kedua erin:)...syafiqah,wani,cindy,nysaa bueno,dyas,alif,yazid,hakim and batt...

Syafiqah:


wani:


Cindy:


Dyas:


nysaa:


alyf:


yazid:


hakim:


batt:


semoga persahabatan kita semua akan kekal selamanya...AMINNNN...

what should i do??

what shud i do...im lost:'(....im tired....he never understand me....he totali hurt me without he realise it....

do he ever knw that how much i love and care for him...:'(...no he never know...he just treat me as his fren only....

one thing for sure..he never there for me,whenever i need him...am i just statue to him??

am i so STUPIDDDDD..if u dont need me anymore..i'll leave forever from ur sight..but pls never looking for me anymore....:'(

girl u r so annoying!!

i truly hate u GEDIKSSS....i dont know what shud i say anymore..im tired...yesh..im jealous....

but why u are trying make me so jealous??i never disturbing u and ur bf..get a life laaa!!do u ever feel how the person u love is soo gediks like u wit anothe woman??u gonna feel so sad aite....dats how i feel!!

u will feel a day later...what goes aroun comes aroun...i crying so alots because of u girlllllllllllll...

arghhhhhhhhhh..tension betulllllllll...



smalaa emoticon tuu dgn rupe erin sekarang..OMG!!too bad...:'(

feel so bored:(..

mlm2 nie org len sbuk tgok bola..almklumla dmam world cup:)..bt luckily im nt a biggest fan..im mre into F1 car races since 2006..hehehe!!currently im just watching tv and thinking what shud i do later if i cant sleep :(...

jodoh..:)

hie kwn2!slamat mlm eh=D..im watchng my fav.news @tv3..tajuk 'jodoh' nie mcm menarik je kan..mmg btl kta org kan,ajal maut jdoh smua kt tangan Tuhan..tiada sape dapat menduga takdirnya..cuma kita bharap yg tbek aje..tap yg menghairnkan knapla sesetengah manusia nie sbuk aje nk jga tepi kain hal penceraian orglen..siap suka,riang lagi..ngat tau,kite yg bhagia pun blum tentu akan bhagia kpnghujungnya..penceraian tu berlaku mungkin tiada sefahaman dantara kdua2 pihak..tak guna jugak nk teruskan kalo dhati sudah rasa tiada cinta..kita kena jga khdupan diri sndiri..jgnlaa nk sbuk!!huhu geram hbeh nie..

hujan!yeay=D..

sejuk sguh ptg nie..hehehe hujan lbt..bt syukur alhmdulilah..tingat pulak kta ck agama dlu,kalo hujan lbt dan kite bdoa..doa kite akan dkbulkan:)..doa yg bek2la!doa yg jahat2 Allah tak akan kbulkan..hehehe pasti korang smua taukan?mlm nie nk mkn apa eh?nenek msak ikan msak merah mlmnie n sayur pucuk ubi msak lemak=D..hehehe my fav tu pucuk ubi..kalo asyk nk mkn western,muke pun mcm western..*batuk2*perasan siot..hahaha..kwn2 erin mkn ape mlm nie?:)..jomla share kt sni..hehehe..

4.45p.m..

wah..mcm trase addicted pulak dgn blog..dan mkin trase jauh dgn fbk..btl laa mungkin nk bwa diri smentara waktu..nak tau ade ke tak org rndu erin..hahaha perasan!!suasana ptg nie trasa mcm suasana bulan ramadhan=D..0MG!i missed suasana tue..hehehe..takpe x lma lg pose kan=D..tap sblum pose bulan ramadhan,kena qada pose dlu..huahua:p..tingat pulak mse taunlpas qada pose sbulan2(kira cmpur dgn pose2 yg lepas)tula jdnya byk..ops!!and yeah berat bdan erin trun mendadak..dhla bdan kecik,wakaka tmbh lg kecik..tap bestla posa nie..mkanan sedap2 weh..anda readi ke nk pose?jgn pulak smangat nk raye..hahaha lols..

jeng2...!!

kwn2..sorielaa blog erin nie sbetulnya belum ciap...tapi coment2 laa kalo rajin:)...

tak semua tau orang tau blog nie..sape yang tahu tuu diam2 aje k:)...

bukan tak nak kongsi dgn orang lain..tap taknakla heboh sangat..lagipun ini blog luahan aje...kalo nak luah dkat fbk cntrevsy!!...nak sambung ceta yang len??

KENA TUNGGU...........jeng2!!hehehhehe:)....

Myself 2:)..

nak tahu sambungan mengenai diri erin lagi??mcmane nak gtau eh...erin nie just a simple gurl...tak suke dressed up OVER..yang penting tutup aurat dan sedap mata memandang oklaa tu kan?hehehhehe:p..iyolaa tuu...erin bukan shophoalic sgt..hah?mcm tipu jek kan..tap pelik eh kalo diluar negeri erinlaa "Queen of shophoalic"..wakaka...spending almost over $$$$ dollars!!mungkin sebab jenama diluar negeri takade dlm negeri dats y...bukan erin nak sombong eh kwn2...erin tak suke pkai jenama org len banyak pkai..kalo bole biarlaa lain dari yang len..ahh baru best:)...

lagi satu kalo erin diluar negeri,erin suke belikan teman2 svniers!!wah itu yang paling best bila kwn2 suke ape yg kite belikan:)...terasa mcm dihargai..hehehhee:p..

lagi satu kan kwn2,kalo org tak kenal erin..org akan pikir erin sombong...err sombong ke??taklaa...mana boleh judge org mcmtukann..tak bek tau...kalo orang nak jadi kwn kite bole aje...hey!!tapi takleh lebih nak mintak jadi GF eh..sorie tak akan dilayan punye!!orang ckap erin pnya high taste??maksud??biarlaa pilih teman lelaki nie terus dijadikan suami/teman baik selamanya...ala2 sma mcm ceta "PS.I LOVE U"...itu baru dikatakan lelaki yang layak digelar suami....eseeimen...nak post gambar PS i love u laa..hahahha:p...kejap ehhh:)..waiting plsh~~



aaaaaaa...jeng2 dh upload..cover dh romantik,apa lagi cetakan:)...susah nak cari lelaki bek mcm tuu..isk2...tapyg sedihnya bila lelaki tuu mati:'((...OMG!!kecian tau tgok isteri dia....

ish2..apa kes dh melalut ktahap cinta nie!!kata tak nak bercinta...tapi tak slh sekadar berkongsi kann:)..itulaa i still have a long way to go...need to completed my studies for 3 1/2 years!!chaiyo erin:)..u can do it!!adeke lelaki yang sanggup tu 3 1/2??kalo lelaki yg erin suke mcmtuu kan bgus....3 1/2 mcm2 bole jadi kann:'(...setahun nie pun dh mcm2 jadi..asyik makan hati jee memanjang...hahhahaa....

erin tak tahu mcmane nak describekan diri erin lagi...kdg2 erin pun tak paham siapa erin sbenarnya(jeng2 pelik sungguh bunyinya)...erin tak pandai marah dgn kwn2 betul ke?mmg betul erin x berani nak mrh kwn2 sbb erin msh ade rasa hormat tuu...nak bwt kwan tersinggung jauh sekali...tap diaorang yang selalu bwt erin tersinggung mcmana nie...:'((...



haahahhaha..serupa dgn muke erin kalo sdh...wakakakka:p...asyik erin je jaga hati orang...antara ramai kwn2 erin 2-3 orang aje yang tak pernah menyakiti hati erin....:)...diaorang paham erin sgt2...esp CINDY my darling,nysaa bueno..hah..diaorang nielaa yang banyak jadi tempat menangis..tempat mengadu....erin nie suke memendam aje..erin nak luahkan tmpat kwn2 yang len..semua SIBUKKK...tapi bila diorang perlukan erin,erin selalu ade dgn diaorang...bukan nak mengungkit,tapi sekurang2nya pahamilaa hati erin disaat memerlukan teman berbual..tak kan asyik erin aje yang bagi HINT!!thats not fair....:'(..


erin akui erin memang rmai kwn2 lelaki berbanding perempuan sbb tak tahulaa kdg2 kwn2 lelaki nie SESETENGAHNYA understanding:)...tak semua eh...SORRY...huhuhu...

apalagi minat erin eh??ahh semalam erin gtau address my blogspot dkt kwn erin BATT..dia baru tahu erin suke warna pink:)...wakakakka...kecian kann..hehehhe tap betul laa erin mmg minat warna PINK..tapi takkan selalu pkai warna pink,nanT org cakapa apa pulak.....erin minat sangat beli baju mcm2 warna....OMG!!ckap pasal baju nie lastym erin shopping baju banyak..tapi tak berpakai langsung....and this week pun erin shopping bajulagi...hahahha..tamakss betull erin niekann...tuu dh penuh wardrobe..sape nak jwb..hahahaha kalo baju erin tak pakai lagi erin bagi jee dkat my cuzee since she love oll my baju2...nak bagi adik,dia tak minat sgat dgn TOO ladies fashion...




ohh yeah apa lagi eh?erin minat sangat bca majalah gak...esp dara,remaja,nur,wanita,yezz..hahahhaha...dengan membaca kita akan dapat banyak pengetahuan kan??kemungkinan dengan membaca laa jugak mematangkan pemikiran erin dgn dunia diluar sana supaya lebih berhati2....



sesungguhnya kehidupan erin semakin hari semakin best!!byk challenges...kalo dari segi FM life erin takde msalah:)..cuma itulaa yang bwt erin makin sedih sbb sikap kwn2,sikap manusia yg gediks2...huhuhu..aihhh..tension laa kalo pikir pasal ini semua :$$..nak diluahkan serba salah...berdiam diri ajelaa.....

yang penting teruskan kehidupan!!jgn toleh kebelakang lagi.....nak pikirkan hal sedih2 tak bole jugak...kite kena happie!!lyf only once:)...so apperciate it....hargai keluarga dan kwn2 yang menyayangi anda!!sebab kalau mereka dh tiada..tak mungkin ada pengantinya:)..



salam sayang,
ERIN EM....

eee..geram!!:$$..

erin geram sungguh eh napelaa sesetengah orang sibuk jee nak jaga tepi kain orang...??pernah erin terpikir adakah erin sibuk hal peribadi diorang??x pernah rasenya..kalo jad stalker tuu mungkinlaa...hahhaaa:p...shhhhh..kantoi daa~~

tapi taklaa selalu bwt keje tuu kan..sekali sekala for fun...:)..

yg erin geram lagi(ee x habis geram nie)mengapa laa orang suke add "cdia" tuu..erin paham semua org pikir kami couple..tap dah beribu kali beritahu pun msh org tak paham eh...bahwasanya erin x couple dgn "prince charming tuu" ahh kan elok cikit ade gelaran yg sweetttt!!:p...susah betul!prince charming mmg cool je tap dalam hati mane kite dapat bcakan ntah2 dia tak suka pun kena gosipkan dgn erin...hahahaha:p...

erin tahu sesetngah peminat prince charming tuu tak sukean erin..iyalah asyik2 muka erin je yg cment status prince charming manalaa pminat SENGAL...wakakaa!!itulaa erin terpaksa menjauhkan diri dari prince charming..taknak selalu lagi cment2 laa...malu jee kan ntah2 prince charming pun tak suke erin aje yg cment status dia....huhuhu...

erin tahu rmai peminat inbox/pv8 msg dia..jeles tu ofcouslaa..tapi wel as i said i dun have right at ols....kalo erin aje yg suke dia,dia tak suka...mcmane eh??bwt malu jerr kann:((...dh kate dh cinta dalam hati...huhuhu....

prince charming memang baik n sweet!!tapi kwt majuklaa...mungkin sbb dia anak bongsu kot...nak tahu?msa brthdae dia erin ade hadiahkan mug and brthdae cards....nak tgok?kejap eh....tgah uploadddddd..hehehhehe




bukan nak show eff ehh,tap itulaa hadiah brthdae dia yang d fst erin bagi:)...he said he loike it v.much:)...hope so!!and he said to me that he put the mug into his display section:)...wah tenkiu v.much prince charming!!appeciate sgt2!!

wel what next abt him??ohh yeah everytym he's not aroun..i miss him so badly...kalo dia takde dlm 3 hari,erin akan msg to his number,tanye khbar...tap kdg2 dia tak reply...huhuhu..takpelaa kann maybe dia busy or tired...tapi sedih gak klo dia tak reply..mcm thegeh2 pulak rasenya kann...nak majuk pun nak bwtpa kan,bukan dia tahu pun...itulaa msalahnya nak majuk asyik tak menjadi aje...mcmane eh??huhu bwt muka sedih jelaa mcm emoticon nie:...



buruk betul eh muka majuk mcm emoticon tuu kan?semakin lama dh rase nak putus asa...tak nak mengharap lagilaa...biarlaa msa menentukan...kalo dia ade jodoh dgn org len,erin akan doakan kebahagiannya...

nak post lagu utk dia laa..hah!!lagu wedding dress..hehehhehe:p...

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile.......


:)....

semalam!!im soo happie:)...

selamat ptg kwn2!!hehehe dh lunch?erin baru jer lunch...:)mcm happie jer tajuk erin tuu kann..hehehhe ofcouslaa...kalo tak happie smpi hari ini tak akan tersenyum punye!!

pernahkah anda bayangkan penulis novel terkenal akan mengINBOX anda semata2 utk mencari anda kerna meminati karya2 beliau??whoa!!i still cant believe mcm dlm mimpi ade gak..hahahhaa..mmg betul erin meminati karya Ramlah Rashid..erin mencari novel qaseh qaisy agak lama..nak mintak tlg kwan segan!!tau2laa kan semua kwn2 kat luar sibuk...takpelaa pendamkan aje niat tuuu....

Ramlah rashid seorang penulis novel prima dan kreatif yang telah menghasilkan 20 lebih karya kalo tak silap:)...nak tahu tak mcmane rupe novel qaseh qaisy tuu??kejap eh..tgah upload laa nie...hehehhee..





haha..itulaa novel yang erin cari selama setahun lebih..hahahahaa..ceta dia cantik tau!!mmg erin suke bca novel yg romantik2 nie..bukanlaa nak kata jiwang..tap daripada membaca nielaa kita bole banyak pengetahuan dan pengetahuan tuu dikongsi dgn kwn2...am i rite?:)....

myself:DD...

hie agen!!

what u want to know abt myself??:)...

:: im erin,a girl who love to cry:)...i dont care if ppl do say im weak aslong as i might feel better after it....and yeah i really hard to trust ppl nwadays..i dont know why...i rather keep it alone rather than sharing wit othes...i know sharing is caring but not everything is good to share....trust no one,and no one can betray u aite!!

::i can get everything in my life no matter how hard it is..bcos my princip of lyf is "dont ever give up,no matter how pointless it seems"...u dont even know if u dont try aite?:)...but hey!!sth wrong here i think:: love!!yeah love is the hard thing i cant get so easily...im not choosy but i think i still have a long way to goo to think abt love...im not readi for the love cmitment..as im tied up as a profession being a student and managing a big respnsbility in one time
when ppl asleep,im still wake up doing a work,checking mails and everything to make it PERFECTTT...im a big leader and i shud be an example of othes aite~~
::im realli addicted wit fbk!!hehehe tak bole duduk diam kalo x cek fbk dlm sehari:)..tiap kali bgun feel so excited nak cek fbk pagi2 esp klo org yg kite suka adakannn...hahahaha:)...gatai~~wakakaa...tipulaa sya katakan kalo sya tak sukakan seseorang...semua manusia dilahirkan dengan perasaan itukann:)...tapi entahlaa...mungkin kite cuma teman baik kot....besalaa pompuan nie perasan lebih...hahahaa..LOLSS..jgn mare eh...?gurau jee...cukuplaa saya katakan dia mmg kawan terbaik pada masa nie...huhu...tapi entahlaa eh.tiap kali ade pompuan hntar cment dkt dia..im getting so jealous...am i fall in love??x kot..mungkin cuma crush!!..tap x jugak..tiap kali kalo dia x on fbk dia,i olways view his profy...isk3x..ketara rindu maksimum...wakakaa...tap yeah he is a very handsome person,byk fans...musthil ehh dia nak suka erin kaann...cinta dlm hati jee bole??sakit jugak cinta dalam hati nie eh..nak luah takut,tak luah kite yang rugi....tapi i bet he know i love him..cuma taulaa kan lelaki mane yg tak ego....kadang2 rase nak majuk jugak kalo dia tak layan,tap still i keep waiting on him...oh darn!!what happen to me??huhu...i wondering eithe he missed me o not..tap mustahil jugak kann....ahh sudahlaa jgn perasan lagi okie:p...biarlaa perasaan ini tersimpan dlam hati ajee....hahaha...he deserve sum1 better than me:)...hehehehehhe!!i feel soo happie evrytym he reply my coment and wall...dats more than enuf..

::i am me :)...

hello!!:)..

hie ev1:)...

i think this time i shud share this blog wit othes:)...i know ev1 keep asking "whats ur blog"??,"can u share with us"....

so now i'll share wit u:)...i did have a blog last time..but deleted it since the stories were so howt there!!hahahahaa...i dun say that im a public figure,but i dont why ppl wanted to know every move of my life....i dun find any interesting in my lyf...its totali normal with othes too..huhuhu

what shud i write here agen aa??:)...lets me begin the first chapter of this blog...

so enjoy and leave ur comment if u got free time k??:)..lets we ols be friend....